The Best of Me, Lily

Lee Hom's

2010-08-29T02:24:00.009+08:00

Went to Lee Hom's Autograhing session at one utama last sunday..

The only autograhing session in Malaysia, babe!

So, don't miss it! =)

His new album and new movie.. Cool!

It was packed! Imagine 7,000 people were confined in a small space.. huh! sweat!!

And ya, some of them were liable in tort, trespass to person under battery, by pushing here and there! ( bear with me, my test is around the corner.. haha!)

In the maze

2010-08-16T15:37:00.004+08:00

I am glad that I'm still survive in the law school..
oh my god, except stress, what can I say?
I don't want to be a nerd!
but If not, how can I catch up with my study?
I wonder... =(

In the middle of the night..

2010-08-10T02:21:00.004+08:00

It is 2.22am now, what am i doing here?
Sitting on the chair with the thick contract law's book open from 7pm until now..
with the law dictionary, the notes, and they are all in a mess!!
Reading word by word, page by page, and I just understand half of it! Half from what I had read.. seriously!
I told myself, Lily, it is just the beginning, be strong and don't give up!
And ya, It is easy to say than to do it.. whatever.. just bear with it.. =)

Aikss, forget about those silly things..
What I want to say is I'll be back to Kota Bharu on 3rd September!
Hoping and waiting of my birthday celebration with my family and you.. Ya you!!
Miss you all so much..
Thank you very much indeed!
Going to sleep now and fighting!!!!

Arghhhh!

2010-07-28T21:33:00.001+08:00

Stress!!!

Thats all.. =)

Life in University

2010-07-23T00:06:00.009+08:00

Ya, I am here for almost three weeks.
After two weeks of orientation, and now I start to study.. going to the lectures and tutorials..
Many people asked me :"How is your uni's life?"
To be frank, Ya, It is great!!

Tort? Law and Society? Legal Method? Contract Law? Islamic Law?
The subjects that I have to study in semester one..
Ya, I don't know about them before this..
And so after the lecturers giving the lectures, I still don't know about them! Haha!
Sigh!! The notes and books are full of words..
And ya, I can't even understand it even though I have read it!

"Do you wish to turn back the time to your secondary school's life?"
Now, I can tell you that my answer is " absolutely not!"
Time passes by, things around us keep on changing.. and so our mind..
I am not a children and no longer be a teenager..
In secondary school, the teachers were busy checking our socks, hair, nails and what so ever..
What the hell are this??!!
Notes and books were well prepared by the teachers.. and we were told to hand in the homework on certain date..
But in university, who are going to bother all those things?
We, ourself have to take the initiatives to notice things going around us..
Notes? "Go and find it by yourself." The lecturers answered us..
And we have to go to the library, computer lab to print out everything..
To search for the cases, reports and journals in those thick law books..
Ya, It's all about self-contained!
It makes me realized that things are not the same as in secondary school and matriculation..
I am 19 now, and do you still expect people to bother single thing around you?
Expect your mum yelling at you, tell you to study?
Expect your teachers asking you, are you okay?

And I have to make the decisions by myself.. everything by myself..
Still waiting for your parents to spoon feed you?
Still have the curfew in your home?
Still have to let your parents to decide for your future?
No!!

Why did you choose law? People often ask us..
And ya, some of them said my parents asked or forced me to choose it..
Choose something that you really like... my friends..
People seldom do the things that they don't like..
Don't wait until you regret..
Maybe you will be a successful lawyer or what so ever, but do you enjoy the process to be a lawyer or something else?

Ya, to those ppl that always think that ppl who study law will be a lawyer after that..
I study law, not necessary that i will be a lawyer in the future..
I can be a magistrate, legal adviser of a company, judge, businesswoman, legislator, convincing lawyer and so on..
The field is so huge and large..
And I, still duno what am i going to do after that.. Huh!

^^

2010-06-29T18:24:00.004+08:00

Going to study this friday, very soon!
Leave everything here again.. my family, my besties, my bed and etc..
My dad don't want to drive there but I insisted..
But then after thinking twice, I decided to go there by flight..
It is just 45minutes.. easy, comfortable and good services by the stewardess.. haha!

Another orientation week, i don't like it actually.
The activities are just very tiring and boring.. :O
New environment, new friends, new experiences..
How am I gonna to adapt? Totally a new life there!

After getting the offer letter sent by the varsity, Ya, I do think about how lucky I was.
Everything was just very fine..
After secondary school, I joined matriculation programme and now I'm going to University..
But, completing my degree is not my last step,
I wish i could futher my study at Lincoln Inn, United Kingdom after this.. =)
I told my mum about that, and she answered me :"Ya, If you willing to get your master there, and I can afford you, why not you just go."
Yay, a pass from my mum.. though, I have to think and plan about it..
And definitely, It costs a lot of money, RM 100k ++ for one year!!
And they use pound!!

Am going to apply JPA scholarship after this,
Actually, I don't want to apply it because it has bond with the government!
But then after my mum gave me some opinions, and finally I changed my mind..
My cousin got RM60k before this, quite many actually..
And I, gonna to keep the money to complete my degree and so on in Malaysia or overseas..
Finally, I am going to study hard and strive my best to complete my degree!
God bless!!

Finally

2010-06-18T01:32:00.005+08:00

I got it, finally!

I mean my first choice - Law in UM

My effort has been paid.. finally..

Good job, Lily.. Muacksss.

Law? It seems like a very challenging course for me..

Going to be serious soon, no jokes!

Another 4 years to complete the course, god bless! =)

Mr. Thomas was running away to meet Ms. Uber

2010-05-15T19:16:00.007+08:00

"Come back Mr. Thomas!"
I saw this sentence written by the malaysia's supporters on the banner..
When I saw it, I asked my dad who is Mr. Thomas?
When my dad answered me, my first thought was "Oh My God, SIM LI LY, you're so ignorant!"
Quite interesting actually.. but are you sure Mr. Thomas will be coming back? Nope!

It is an undeniable fact that our players' skills are good..
but compare to China's players, they need to improve.. seriously!
It was an intense competition and everyone has a chance to win..

I hate the malaysians, those who went to give support to our players for not showing their courtesy to others..
Accept the fact that we are not as good as them la weh..
I can feel that everyone is looking at china's players with contempt, the noice levels up to maximum.. feu....

Lin Dan, the best player ever!

Ps: Your dance, "popping"..thumbs up!

Home

2010-05-04T21:45:00.008+08:00

I'm home for almost three weeks..
Ya, I do enjoying my life by eating, sleeping, watching movies and shopping..
Life goes easily...
My friends suggested me to find a part time job..
But seriously, I am not going to work as i think that it was not a suitable time for me to work.
Anyway, thank you for your suggestion.

Work? In order for me to gain experiences? It sounds good..
In fact, in real life, time for us to study and relax are sheer short
So, i better appreciate and enjoy the life i have now..

I went to Penang twice last month..
Going there for what? shopping? Perhaps..
If i tell you that i hate to shop, I'm a liar..

Planning to travel this june.. China? Singapore? Duno yet..
China has always fascinated me with its ambient surroundings and temperature..
Comparing to Malaysia, it is significantly different..
It is hard for me to comprehend why we can't be the same with other countries which have advanced technology and industrial societies.. and lastly, the most important is to be open-minded as them..

My 4th Valentine

2010-02-20T23:42:00.008+08:00

L&H

Forever Love

My valentine's gift.. love it so much!

"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."

--Roy Croft

Ya, we were together for 4 years long..

Long? perhaps..

Hang, thank you so much.. xD

*+*+ L & H love +*+*

CNY is approaching!!!

2010-01-31T17:16:00.004+08:00

I admit that I'm in CNY mode now...
I have to wait for another two weeks.. For me, it is freaking long!
Huh, yesterday went to Ipoh Parade..
Well, as u knw, i cant change myself to be a shopaholic..
When i saw something that i like, it'll definitely be mine...
I can't control myself... Haha!

But fortunately i just bought myself a dress...
Before going to Ipoh Parade, i remind myself that dun even buy a thing for myself especially clothes.. but u knw la hor... haha
My sister asked me before i am going back to my college:" Have you bought enough clothes for the CNY? As u have no time to buy it, then i think it was not enough for you... or i help u to buy?"
She was shocked when i answered her... haha

Eventhough i have no enough time to buy or no place for me to shop n buy, but dun worry much,my beloved sister... If u want to buy extra clothes for me, pls go forward... Haha!

Ya, i bought my dad a shirt too..
It was my second time to buy shirt for him.. what a clever daughter! haha!

想飞

2010-01-31T14:39:00.003+08:00

最近真的很想出国旅行。。。
想散散心，感受大自然，不一样的气候。。
出国旅行给我的感觉真好，
很久没有这感觉了。。嘻嘻！

在这毕业后，希望能好好的旅行一趟。。
回来后，就要继续奋斗，为了我的将来，我一定会努力的！
相信我吧。。哈哈！

跟妈妈说过了，她说会与爸爸好好商量。。
然后再打算。。
其实，我觉得应该没问题的吧。。
因为爸爸，妈妈都爱旅行。。
妈妈问我，你想到哪儿？
我回答说，澳洲。。
很现实吧？

不管是哪儿,
新加坡或泰国都无所谓，只要不是马来西亚！
其实，热浪岛也不错啦。。。与朋友去应该很不错。。
嗨呀，这时候想也没用，没假期。。
现在最重要的是再把考试考好，这样就完美了！
两个月后再决定吧！！！

你们要快乐

2010-01-16T19:05:00.004+08:00

你哭着拿下银手链还我的时候

最近你躲我有了理由

别说我的爱让你惭愧不配拥有

珍惜不就是温柔

但你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友

原来心酸比心痛难受

茫然的走到了门口

倔强还是念旧

我听见我回头说

你们要快乐要天长地久

你们没有错爱是自由

走出这扇门后至少我还有辽阔

你们要快乐要紧紧牵手

你们不幸福我会难过

成全最爱的人不是为了看着她

寂寞

过去曾让你笑得很甜

不代表有权利要你纠结

虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节

风不能吹就作最潇洒的落叶

我的抒情歌王

2010-01-16T02:13:00.005+08:00

哇噻。。。

他的歌怎能那么好听！

曲子，歌词悲伤但含有意思。。

果然是实力派歌手。。

只属于我的抒情王子

-李圣杰-

听了他的新专辑。。

我只能说一句“赞!"

喜欢他的创作，他的声音，他的每一首歌。。

听而无厌！

失恋了可听他的歌来疗伤。。

新专辑里最喜欢的是“抱歉”，听了很伤感。。

李圣杰 - 抱歉

作词:李焯雄作曲:李圣杰&谭志华

忘了我们是在什么时候

选择放开彼此的手

忘了我们为了什么理由

才确定不能再挽留

才会让你一个人走

为什么总在失去后才懂得

才发现你对我最重要

为什么到后来我才有听说

你最爱的人还是我

多想妥协多想眷恋

我想你在身边

能不能够让我们从来一遍

是否对我还有相同感觉

我不想要再对自己抱怨

也不想再狼狈

能不能够让我们回到从前

当那一天当我们还强烈

你说过要陪我走到永远

还是你在敷衍

但你却说抱歉

Arghh, it's time to lose my weight!

2010-01-09T21:32:00.006+08:00

Arghh, i am growing fatter than before..
The desire for food?? Perhaps..
Just came back today..
When i reached home, the first thing that i did was taking out the weighing scale from my wardrobe and weighed myself... oh no!

Huh, i'm still fat..
but it is better than before, after i came back from penang..haha!
I told myself to lose my weight..
I conceived the body shape of myself when i have big belly, big hip, big thigh....
Omg! it's ugly..
But then my mum just bought the "u shake" from takasima...
and one of the function is to lose weight..
Shake your bon bon and shake off your fat.. Hahahahahaha!

Terrible

2009-12-11T00:23:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, i am being jolted awake by the piercing sound of my roommate's alarm clock..
Oh god, it was just 6.30 in the morning and she took almost 30 seconds to switch off the alarm...
It sounds again at 6.48am and it really annoyed me..
That time i felt like want to hit her alarm clock onto the wall.. huh!
My class started at 9am and it was too early for me..
It was difficult to rouse me up from my enticing bed before the time...

After she waking up from her sleep, she will start to play musics using her lappy without thinking about those who are still sleeping.. Damn!
About the musics that she played, oh god, it really terrible..
Imagine that Arabia's songs.. Hindi songs.. are playing early in the morning..
I felt like want to stab people on that time..
You will feel that if you face the same situation like me..
I wished that there was a lullaby to soothe me...
Please give me back the serenity.. I want serenity!!!!

Wondering

2009-12-04T15:53:00.004+08:00

Came back from holidays a week ago..
One week passed and i grew more anxious with every pasing day..
It's time for me to decide what courses that i am going to take in uni..
I wonder.....

Everyone is busying to consult their seniors about the pros and cons of the courses and unis that they r going to choose... and i? still wondering..
How am i going to fill out the 8 choices in the UPU form?
Minggu kerjaya going to held soon, and many of the universities start doing their promotions..

Law? Accounts? Econs? Business? Banking? Finance? Definitely not business for me.. Haha!
My lecturers keep on saying that accounts is the best choice for us..
I wonder..
Accounts? I think i could do well about the teory of the accounts because i have been "trained" by my lecturer in the class..
Huh! She always keep on attacking me and asking me some teory questions.. Ask others la weh!
It was my first time to be well prepared before i entering the accounts class..
It sounds pity right? Though i like it too.
It is my second choice.. Hahahahaha!

About my first choice..
The requirements are very strict...
But i'll strive for my best to get it..
Sometimes, it based on luck too. Haha!
God bless!

“心"

2009-11-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

很久没写blog了。。
sem 2 开始两个星期了。。
最近心情很差，很多事陆陆续续的发生。。
其实都不是什么大事，只是看我怎样想而已。。。

过几天成绩要出了，4 flat 离我好远好远。。
我真的没信心拿4。。
这样的感觉真的很不爽，杀掉我算了！
拿了成绩，就要开始选大学及科系。。。
成绩啊，成绩，请你帮帮忙。。
我真的很想拿到我想要的科系。。
每当想到这点，我真的好累好累。。

Sem2 的同学和教授，我真的看不顺眼。。
为什么好好的，要换同学和教授？
我真的不知道意义在那里咯!
没关系，我再忍你半年。。。
不会很长的。。。

功课, presentation, quiz, 成绩。。。
真的让我很反感..
看了朋友的blog后，我突然想起你。。
真的很想抱着你，不想动。。
可以吗？

有时候，真的觉得自己很幸福。。
要什么有什么。。
不需要烦。。
家人，朋友和朱对我真的很好很好。。
就算今天世界末日了，我都无所谓。。
真的很谢谢你们，我爱死你们了。。。
这里的朋友，我真的很珍惜你们。。。
永远都不会忘记。。

Blissful

2009-11-03T02:43:00.004+08:00

This few days i miss my family a lot. huh..
I feel that i am lucky to have a family which is harmony without family discord..
I am the youngest in the family and sometimes i feel that i am very blissful to have loving parents, brother and sister.. They really love me so much.. I feel it when i am far from them, study in the college..

Do you think that money is everything? I can tell you that absolutely not!
Money can buy hapiness? Money can buy parents' health?
Some people think that money is their hapiness, their everything! Let them...

I stay with my sister this few days.. We have a lot of things to talk and share..
She takes good care of me, i am contented with my life..
I worried my parents too. They went to China last friday..
They transit at Beijing Airport.. and now the country is having heavy snowing..
and they told me that they didn't bring enough sweater...
according to the itinerary, it is just twelve degree celsius.. but now it is negative four!
Whats wrong to the wheather now?
Does the world will end on 21st december 2012 according to the mayer calender?
Who knows?
What i worried is they are not teenagers but nearly senior citizens... Huh!

2009-10-25T19:32:00.001+08:00

曲目∶我爱上的

歌手∶丁当

作词∶陈没

作曲∶王雅君

编曲∶洪敬尧

眼泪只准在眼眶打转就像海浪抱著海岸拥抱不等于拥有天堂最后再爱我一个晚上地久天长天大的谎爱到了最后碎成碎钻碎成了星光我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻我爱上的是他比我还逞强我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡最后我只剩下了一半身体一半灵魂一半永远找不到另外一半以后难免会想起他吧如果偶然只是偶然为什么遗忘那么难忘那么那么难我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻我爱上的是他比我还逞强我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻我爱上的是他比我还逞强我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡我爱上的是他戒不掉的流浪我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡眼泪只准在眼眶打转就像海浪抱著海岸拥抱不等于拥有天堂

Love this song very much.. and the actor in the movie video!

Abandoned

2009-10-25T16:31:00.007+08:00

Another baby had been abandoned in a small hut! What the hell is this??
Hey idiot, please think before you act okay...
You all had given a brain to use, why don't you all use it wisely?
Please be responsible for what's going to happen after you suffice for your sex desire.
If u cant afford it, then did you know that condom was invented in this world??
What the f**k!

What is going on the teenagers nowadays? Having a baby when they are under age?
Please la, you could not even raise yourself yet u wan to raise a baby?
Think about the future of the baby and what is their fault that caused you to dump them in everywhere you like? If you are the baby, what do you feel when you are growing up later..

This was not the first time its happened in Malaysia.. It is getting seriously..
Some even borned their baby in the school's toilet and put the dead baby in the school bag..
A baby who just started to breathe ended their life because of these cruel people in this world..
Please think before you act!

Hair-do

2009-10-23T18:46:00.006+08:00

After rebonding

Just came back from straightening my hair..
Actually it was not my decision to do the straight hair, it was my mum's..
She claimed that my hair was so messy and thick, actually i agreed too.. haha!
It wasn't my choice cause i think that my face is very chubby and it is not suitable for me to do so..

The hair stylish told me that i should blow my hair everyday if didn't straighten it.. but u know la, i m so so so lazy..
and my college which is very 'perfect', not allow us to bring any electrical appliances... luckily handphone charger is allowed... huh!!! Ya, i agreed that i'm using these words to express sarcasm..

It is very risky for me to straighten it..
but luckily it's okay..
It is better than before..
hehe! =D

The Old Saying

2009-10-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

The old saying goes "you can't judge a book by its cover"
But let's face it, which one of us has ever bought a book without looking at its cover as well?

Reflection

2009-10-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

"People will always talk about you, especially when they envy you and the life you live. Let them. You affected their lives. They didn't affect yours."

Life in Matriculation

2009-10-20T16:11:00.013+08:00

The conditions of my table when the exam is coming... Haha!

Best friends!!

All the chinese students from account stream

With our account's lecturer

Our business's lecturer

Half year i have been here, i think it is quite okay for me...
Semester one was just over, talking about the mathematics paper 2 in the final exam, it really make me sweat..

It was my first time to do the maths paper until i surrender, i totally give up.. Let it be..

Sometimes i think that i'm quite lucky to have no problems with my roommates, tutorialmates, lecturers.. and have two new friends who eventually became my good friends there..

Talking bout my preparation for the final exam, during the study week, i almost spent my time to study my "favourite" subject-business.. It really make me mad..

I think it was a good experience for me to study until 5 o 6 o clock in the morning.. and then going for a walk with my friends and roommates at 2am.. hah, quite mad right?

It's all about study life..

Grab the opportunities to study before you regret.. -lily-

Haha!

The Beginning

2009-10-20T15:20:00.003+08:00

Actually i didn't think about to have a blog for myself..
But when the last lesson of my science informatic class, the lecturer called us to build it...
I think it is fun to have our own blog and i will try to update it whenever i free..